Saturday, August 09, 2014

Secret fears

I'm afraid of...
-childbirth. The pain, the recovery etc.
-my child's well being. Did I do anything during pregnancy to jeopardise it? Did I eat ok? Did I sleep ok? Medication-did it harm him?
-Judgment from other people. What if I just can't cope with breastfeeding?
-Somedays are harder than the rest. Can I survive those?
-Ok. Childbirth again. What if I bleed too much? Will I die?

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