small talk

i actually did update my blog although no one sees anything new. i had a wonderful revelation yesterday and i typed and typed and got so excited i forgot to publish it..as in i did not hit the publish button and i offed my computer coz i was so tired.

i know this is totally impressive but yah..i did it again.

today was absolutely tiring and its the first time i slept on the bus since a loong time ago. was coming back home from town and tadah.cannot tahan. i usually dun fall asleep on the bus but this time...i din even realise when i fell asleep. nonetheless,today was good. had alot of good food for reasonable prices. even better.and i did alot of unofficial exercise. running up and down sch. of coz isaac thinks that its called walking up and down sch and its a sore point of contention between the both of us but thats NOT the point. he can say that in his own weblog. here, you hear my version.

and of coz its the truth

in my opinion, nus is honestly nothing but a huge furnace. somehow, no wind passes thru. because of the structure of all the buildings, the layout etc, wind just stops even though we're 5 minutes from the sea. its a maze and its not fun. pple are hot tempered and the weather is hot. not warm but hot hot hot.scorching hot and i cant take heat too well. i get all grouchy and whiny and sulky and then i will hear isaac says things like"its a torture with you..its oso a torture without u".u pple decode that urselves. i dunno how to close one eye or shut one ear and just hear half the sentence...its a tough dilemma BUT TOO BAD.hez stuck.hahahah

apart from all that, im so in love with mushrooms these days. as in those that are edible and taste good. and its so cool except for the fact that i wished i knew howto cook it or at least let it be a more common dish in spore. alas, neither of it is true and it really breaks my heartt.boohoo.

i refuse to think of much of anything else except food right now because there is just so much work to do already. and its mind boggling. i really dun wanto be stressed and tired and upset and cranky all over again. i just need so so so much grace because..well..im basically me. i need all the help heaven has to offer because i simply have none to offer.

its so sad but true but if paul can delight in his weaknesses and infirmities, i hope hes delighting even more now because he has company!me lor!yay.im close to clueless abt certain lectures and the thought of getting down to any form of work is just..plain sian.i dun even noe how to start soemtimes.if i could, i'll just sit down and cross my legs and pray it all away. as in until i get raptured. coz learning is fun until u hafta regurgitate all the information. its so ridiculous. i thot they said bulimia is wrong and its sick and it causes death?den why are they making us do this with learning?pui.pui pui.

speaking of that however, oneguy in my class, short of crossing his legs on the chair did sit in throughout the entire lecture with his posture completely straight and with both his hands on his lap with the palms facing towards the sky. for new creationers, its the simple 'ah ummm ' position that pastor prince so often jokes abt. the whole zen thing.it startled me quite abit but it cracks me up so much i get so tempted to poke and tickle him. he just sits there and darzen take notes nothing...and its the same lecture with the lecturer that looks so much like Jesus. some ppl call him the tom cruise lookalike and the last samurai but i seriously thinks he looks like Jesus. one day i'll show u guys the foto. but its ok....dunno if my lect is christian but i've got Jesus living inside me all right and all i have to do is look within me...and tadah peekaboo...there He is. my sweet sweet savior...

soblessed.thats enuff. sometimes u see all sorts of things and pple in sch..ie lemon tree and all...but i've got the walking tree of life inside me. and thats the coolest thing i know in NUS.