ooh busy busy!

my success is more important to Him than to me. success in ALL areas.

i thought i'd better get that down before i forget.which im tempted to.

2nd day of school and its already a case of info overload. plus the fact that i'm not feeling all too good physically due to the previous bout of flu/ throat infection. yea. but God is good. so tempted to go back into the flesh and just walk by my very limited and thus drained 'self sufficiency' mode but it was impossible. i just couldnt not because things have hcanged so much!even nus canteen has been revamped!and of coz..me..

the whole sch luks so different now!(ok maybe not the whole sch but at least the library and canteen and the coop.)but for a no-sense-of-direction-being...its pretty much the whole sch and it does require some orientating!i feel like a first year student or even worse..a complete stranger in this land. but i do feel the sense of awe and excitement. finally we have a library that darzen stink and breed nothing but bacteria. and it really looks so good now i actually can beexcited abt spending time there...well..whateva is left of the 2 semesters before i head out into the big big world with nothing but my dreams and my God.

so far the lecturers already gave us a very good sense of how much work we'll be required to do and im tempted to scream already. the readings..oh God i can see them piling up in my mind and they are as tall as...the 72 storey hotel we have thats opposite suntec that used to be called the westin stamford. its almost nerve-wracking and i kept having to remind myself that everythings cool and Jesus has it all under control and the holy spirit is my DIVINE helper.i'll get thru this sem fine. amen.

im more determined than ever to sit back and just watch Him work for me instead of sit back and panic and cry and die. which i'm really inclined to given that i've started exhibiting signs of ...kiasuism.basically the traits of a typical singaporean.and not to mention, its a 6 module sem.

not that i dun plan to work but i plan to go with the flow in me and just FOLLOW.not going to run arnd like a maniac in the library and worry worry anymore. really. its hard to trust grace when i cant fathom at all how in the world i can just...relax in such situations but fortunately...its the only choice i have. and thats the route i'm going to take. to trust HIm, rest and let HIm lead. everythings goin to be so blessed!

amen.

that aside...theres really nothing else. when sch starts, i dun seem to remember living any other aspect of my life but that is hopefully going to change this sem. =) .yay!and the new canteen brings good tidings too!except for the fact that the japanese stall now sux and the fantastic teriyaki salmon is now a part of history. unfortunately, not the history i study and take exams for. somehow it just didnt come back and the new stall kinda..well..sux. isaac and i are still mourning the loss of our beloved teriyaki salmon. hez taking it worse than me infact because that was the one thing he'd eat 4 days a week. and thats because he has a 4 day week.its sad and i'm helping him cope with the loss but such things are hard to get over....i know...because i've been there....

but God is good!we'll be restored much more..goin to check out the new business canteen soon!and that will..hopefully cheer us up..=)

ooh btw i so wanted to go watch the one movie no one else wants to watch and guess what! i got free tix for it blessed by my Father in heaven!praise Jesus so happy!shalala.i couldnt find anyone to watch it and finally dear isaac was sweet enuff to agree to watch it with me despite knowing full well that it'd be a waste of money and time for him coz he'd absolutely hate that show..haha but JEsus provided and now he darzen haf to!someone just came along and gave me free tix!bless that brother!


"let your work appear to Your sevants, and Your glory to their children. and let the beauty of the Lord our God beupon us, and establish the work of our hands for us; Yes, establish the work of our hands"-prayer of moses.and may i add...xinying.=)