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i've been browsing blogs and i've found like a grand total of 5 exclassmates from my mgs days.

wow. i feel like some sorta of peeky voyeur just looking into their lives from afar. kaypoh.

i just feel so bad now. thank God for mercy. was such a brat to isaac now and by that..i dun mean just throwing tantrums. i was downright unreasonable.i just had to insist on my way somehow even though i knew i was so wrong. i feel like hez been shortchanged as a result of my demand. oh God...pls restore to him much much more.

but he was so sweet and compromising and forgiving and gracious. allow me to borrow one line from the bible but the goodness of isaac...or rather Jesus in isaac leads me to repentance. shorwee.=(

tmr was long and tiring and thats partly because i din get a good rest last night because of the damned ulcer. i basically talk like a ventriloquist now with my mouth barely open coz it hurts to open AND den close it. i felt so wretched and this feeling had to spill over to the one i love most...
bah...sorry sorry sorry!

still feel kinda gross right now but because i'm rather sedated...it aint that bad.
really hope things get better tmr coz i wanto be able to sing during BS tmr. and eat 3 full meals. something i havent exactly been doing in a long time.

psalm 116:6-7
the Lord preserves the simple;
i was brought low, and He saved me
return to your rest, o my soul
for the Lord has dealt bountifully with you.