im confused myself
today i cried and laughed. and to make things worse, when i cried, sometimes it because i'm simply touched. den for awhile it was tears of joy, den after that it was mixed with a tinge of sadness and pain.
today someone close to zac's heart and mine whose life we really thought had really just begun broke some painful news to us. his own mortality is left hanging on the line by the enemy who is trying to convince him that its really the end. we were quite angry and prayed. i cant believe he wanted to go thru this alone and just not tell anyone. praise God he did coz now hez gg to go all the way till age 120 if Jesus tarries.
missed a dear sister and friend very much. someone whom i just forged a friendship with less than a year ago but has touched my heart so dearly i granted her permanent residency in my heart. shez 12 hours away i nsome other remote part of this big world and the distance i don't know why seemed to really affect me today. missed her somuch i cried and cried. thank God for email. i don't even have a photo. just the indelible images etched in my heart.
more painful news of friends along the way. alot of those whom i really love are hurting and i can't wait for them to be healed.
other than all that, its been solidly wonderful. this part i absolutely cannot describe. all God. all Jesus. all divine. all wonderful
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