Missing...

i seem to be always missing somebody something someplace etc.

that happens when u live ina mobile society

or when u're called to move.

abraham must have missed alot of things and pple when God asked him to move away fr his comfort zone and only take his wife with him and nothing else. he wanted a souvenir so badly he brought Lot who brought him nothing but a LOT of trouble.

i miss my friends whom i don't get to meet often either because we lead such busy lives or we're separated by the oceans. when im anywhere else other than home, i miss home and loved ones here sorely. it never ends. i get attached to so many things so easily and while memories fade to almost complete oblivion, i still end up missing simply because...and i don't know why.

i used to get so attached to my grandma that even when she were to go out for half an hour to buy bread, i would be crying. its not so bad these days. i love being alone so much but somehow, i still end up missing something someone.

to all those i miss who now reside in far flung places....well, i miss you. even if i havent seen/talk to you for what seems like forever.

i don't think i'll ever really get used to not seeing certain faces on a regular basis. and i don't think i'll ever stop being delighted and then being at a loss for words when i do eventually meet up with them.

time is short on earth and thank God we have eternity..in heaven.where i know all of you will go, at the end of your life. i pray every time my random thoughts wander off to you you and you. and while everyone is far away, God's omniscient and...when He finds you, let me know. coz i've been praying.