2 days into september. i don't even want to count how far we are into 2007. i still remember ushering in the new year as if it was yesterday. where did time go and how did i end up here?
i don't want to ask what next?learning to take each day at a time and focusing on the goal. i'm learning stamina and perseverance and i think its the hardest lesson to date, besides module trust 1101.
if i look, there's something to celebrate everyday. there's Jesus in between the lines. i don't even have to look externally at times. sometimes i just tune in and there He is.
i feel like my hunger will never be met and i don't dare to ask for more. these days i get so desperate to make contact with God , it becomes a driving force. i can't just merely function and go through the motions anymore. it's my daily dose or a wacko.
i feel like there's a volcano erupting deep within my spirit. just waves of molten love spilling over to all my being. it's frightening especially because then i lose complete control of myself but the assurance that you can trust what's taking control is out of this world.
i better get ready for rain. for this little heart to be right ground for Him to share His heart and His plans. for His whispers.
rain is coming. in a moment's notice, i'll be taking flight.
then, don't watch this space. watch Him and there i'll be.
simply awesome.
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