broken record entry

i need to be delivered from this horrible horrible addiction.-reading blogs that affect me ...negatively-

let sleeping dogs lie. i dunno why i go to these websites and unearth things i don't wanto know. at all. but i still do. about people from the forgotten ages about things that are just plain disturbing. ah well.

the workload is seriously mounting and this is the time when His grace abounds much more!been so tired of late but am seriously just contented and loving life and enjoying Him. i think it truly is a miracle to feel so constantly encouraged. i know Hez always there at the low and high points just feeding my soul . even keeping my heart from trouble requires His grace. i need THAT much help.

im going to sound like a broken record but i have to mention this. recently had a ministerial forum in nus whereby students of the 3 local unis are invited to attend a forum with MM lee. what happened was this joker, a history honors student decided to call LKY a despot in his face. well..i wazznt there(argh!) but the aftermath of it izznt too good, for him AND mm lee. did this joker not know what happened to a particular opposition leader in the aftermath of THAT slander lawsuit?and to top it all off, this guy wants a job in the civil service. i don't know which area, but i do know that no matter what, he is majorly blacklisted now. someone aptly pointed out..."he'd better have another citizenship arranged elsewhere".

another broken-record instance. my heart is really overflowing with His goodness in my life. yes, its alot of awe and trembling. literally. and with that i really end up loving dear zac more and hopefully better. in the past, i've often been chided for being overprotective-ala like a mother hen. dun laugh..im serious and i can't help it. especially when past experiences reinforce the need too coz there were just too many evil wolves predating on him. in my own honest opinion! but now with this newly discovered security, i can honestly trust our loving father in heaven to take care of not just the nitty gritty but all things, even when it concerns things of predatory nature and insensitive jibes from people. including the ones we love. zac's very unsuspecting in nature and generally, not very alert. if therez a nice way to put it. din realise that he didn't need to be because His father can protect him and knows what to do, even when the opposition includes His own. He knows.

i can rest. i love him so much but it is truly safe. besides, who am i seriously kidding?that i had anything in me(Except a rather vicious tongue) to protect or defend anyoneeee?even a cockroach is more threatening. hmm...ideas ideas. really thankful that the quality of our relationship is seriously superceding what i've originally thought was extremely fantastic and intoxicating already. thank you Jesus. thank you very much. and i havent even begun on the OTHER areas of my life that are also enjoying His superabundance.