i found myself in semi panic mode today. after i took caffeine. i know i shdn't have but i did. my blood pressure has always been pretty low and caffeine worsens the condition. soon i found myself spinning, pouring cold sweat and my heart racing. this was followed by waves of nausea.
i hope to learn my lesson. no more caffeine. ever.
also, i was also stressed with financial forecasting. Lack of experience and an unhealthy fear of numbers thanks to failing a maths for 2 years straight didn't help.
so i just panicked and panicked...and all this time my head was spinning and i was pukish.
didn't help until i threw everything aside to just cry out to Him. and being faithful to His child, peace managed to tranquilize my soul and arrest my heart.
phew.
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found a pretty cool list that pretty much sums up alot of deception we face in the modern world, so i thought i'll share it:
Deception
1) believing that acquiring money and things will bring lasting happiness (ref: Matt 13.22, 1 Tim 6.10)
2)believing that consuming food and alcohol excessively will make me happy (Prov 20.1, 23.19-21)
3)believing that a great body and personality will get me what i want. (Prov 31.10, 1 oeter 3.3-4)
4)believing that gratifying sexual lust will bring lasting satisfaction ( Ephesians 4.22, 1 Peter 2.11)
5)believing that i can sin and get away with it and not have it affect my heart (Hebrews 3.12,13)
6)believing that i need more than what God has given me in Christ ( 2 Cor 11.2-4,3-15)
7)believing that i can do whatever i want and no one can touch me (prov 16.18, obadiah 3, 1 peter 5.5)
8) believing that unrighteous people who refuse to accept Christ go to heaven anyway ( 1 Cor 6.9-11)
9)believing that i can hand around bad company and not become corrupted ( 1 Cor 15.33,34)
10) believing that there are no consequences on earth for my sin ( Gal 6.7-8)
11) believing that i must gain the approval of certain people in order to be happy ( Gal 1.10)
12) believing that i must measure up to certain standards in order to feel good abt myself (Gal 3.2,3;5.1)
recognize anything? let the truth set you free!
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